Life Story: Chapter Thirty

Welcome to a series of stories that basically make up my autobiography. It’s not entirely thorough, but I’ll do the best I can with the memories locked away inside my head. Could be therapeutic for me. Could be humorous for you. Either way, enjoy…

Previously on Life Story… I became a shell of my former self. That is all.

So the numerous physicians that I was forced to continually visit finally came to the conclusion that my problem was, in fact, psychological. If only they’d listened to me in the first place. Then I wouldn’t have had to know the discomfort of radioactive fluid being pumped into my veins followed by a cramped scan in a large machine.

It was determined that I was suffering from some sort of eating disorder, most likely anorexia nervosa. Statistically, most of the people who are diagnosed with this disease are girls. Roughly 90-95% of cases are girls. So that could have something to do with the fact that I was not diagnosed right away. Usually, the onset of the disease hits around age 17. So, not only was I the wrong gender, I was also too young. The human mind is a tricky thing.Life Chapter 30 - Psychology

Thanks to this new psychological diagnosis, I was sent to the first in a series of psychologists. Honestly, I don’t remember these first few people. I saw school counselors. I saw non-profit therapists. Finally, I saw Deborah.

Deborah was the therapist that I would end up seeing for the next few years. She was a counselor that specialized in adolescent eating disorder cases. Every other week or so, she would have me come into her office and open up about what was going on in my life. Sometimes these sessions would turn into family sessions.

Something that was typical of my time at her office was when I would weigh myself on her scales. She would have me weigh in just to see if I was making any progress in gaining weight. Much of the time my pounds stayed pretty stable. Sometimes I’d go up one or two, and sometimes I’d go down.

During this time there was a lot of forcing myself to eat. Thus, I became a much pickier eater than I had been in the past. I even got spoiled by that fact. My grandmother would even cook special food for me at family get-togethers, just to make sure I would eat.

So things were stable for a while. But I wasn’t over it just yet.

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